so..its a fresh start now..new looks..new post..n perhaps..it wont happen again..INSYAALLAH..i'll post as frequent as i can..xkeysah la ade org view my page n read my post or not kan..but i think..blogging is something more than that..it's actually shows how u've been inspired every time u write..shows how determined u r to write, to have the willingness to spend times in front the lappy..n finally proved that everybody including u, can create something..anything..;)
have u ever been inspired before..? in any ways..by looking at someone..by reading a book..by gazing at a look..by tasting a flavour..by walking trough times..by watching a scene..or even..by spending your money..?? i'm sure..u've been inspired right..? even if it's once..n for me, i've been inspired..many times..by listening to the musics..not any musics..but it's MAHER ZAIN's music..
yupp..maybe MZ da agak ketinggalan..for someone yg follow music die beberape bulan yg lepas..but i baru je terdetik utk sit n listen to his musics n songs..n..truly..i'm inspired..by the musics..the lyrics n even the melody..i dunno why..i am truly admire his works..
it was when i woke up at 4 in the morning..utk study..for my first final exam paper..when i suddenly listened to his songs "For the rest of my life" n "Insyaallah"..in my playlist n..i felt damn peace..n relax..then immediately i browse for the video clip of "Insyaallah" in You Tube..i watched several times..n i was inspired..of what is the usual word that we as the muslims hve always said.."Insyaallah"..the meaning n the content of the word..which can varies..in different situations..
i have to admit this..that i am not that flawless..pure..n an innocent kid..i did many things..good n bad things..i've done such wrongdoings..but yet..i know..that i'll be never too late to repent..n back to the path..never..i'm not sure when..it's soo hard to find the light..but i know..the time will come...it's when ALLAH allows u..then your time will come..INSYAALLAH..that is the exact thing that i've been inspired from the song..urrmm..;)
n..another song is.."For the rest of my life"..this one..really gave me inspiration..of how sacred love is..how true love really exist..how true that everything including love r all came from ALLAH..n whenever u've got it..no matter in what form of love..in what kind of love..we have to praise to ALLAH..because the feels n joy of love is irreplaceable..sometimes people..for certain person..the love that came is a wrong love..but yet, we still hve to praise to HIM..because..that feeling would never exist unless there's for a reason..then, we hve to know..that those kind of love is a test for us on this earth..a test..;)
i've watched this one reality tv show..MASTERCHEF US..season 1..its all about cooking..several amature home cooks..competing to become first America's Masterchef..;) out of all contestants..there is one lil' girl from southern mississippi US..aged 22 y/o n quit from college to pursue her dream in the competition..its WHITNEY MILLER..n for sure..ramai yg akan protes kowt bler die bwat mcm tu kaan..lgi 2 bln nk abes degree..then die quit..what i can say..it was pretty bold action..even the judge..JOE BASTIANICH..ask her to finish her study first then only come for the next season..but..of coz..she refused to do so..yupp..she was doing very well..especially whenever they got a dessert task..she nailed it..until chef ramsay called her "Princess Pastry"..huhuhu..cute kan..? yupp..defintely..die pnyer dessert sgt la alluring n phenomenal..n u know what..? she was actually the first America's MASTERCHEF..yupp..she did it..she won..;) what caught my attention was her determination in pursuing her dream..n that inspired me..totally..she took a very risky path..n the determination was worth it..
see..?? that DETERMINATION that i lack with..;( urrrmm..there r soo much things i wanna do in my life..which definitely will always in contrast with my path now..my family..n also my will power..has never become that high..urrmmm..but i hope..that one day..i will able to do most of the things tht i wished for..n WHITNEY MILLER hve totally inspired me..totally..its kinda help trigger me to do what i'm doing now as great as i can..so that i can pursue my other dreams in the future..ouuuwwwhh..hopefully..;) we just have to b bold..determined..n a bit courage..;)
it's a very great feelings u know..whenever u've been inspired..i'll feel that life isn't always cruel towards me..that life isn't bored as what i thought before..that life is something that never enough to b discovered for, until its end..that life is something that we can create, enjoy..n taste with our sense..